I can’t shake this off man...

Arrrrrrrrrrgh I hate to be sick. I hate, even more, being fussed over when I’m sick.
Hmmm maybe it’s the gods of my previous blog entry getting back at me for picking on my friend or making you lot read jibberish (HA HA that was fun).

This thing has grabbed me by the tits man. It’s been going on nearly 3wks now. It’s like a cross between a sinus infection, allergies, a cold and flu from bloody hell. Have I been to see a doc? No…I’ve been overdosing on Nyquil and this oh so nyamie concoction (hot water, fresh lemon juice, a dash (read - shot) of dark rum, honey and hot sauce (Surgeon Generals warning: PLEASE do not consume if pregnant, nursing, operate heavy machinery, drive etc. Also, seek physicians’ advice before consuming the aforementioned).

I’ve a regimen to curb colds and it’s normally full-proof but apparently not working this time around…BECAUSE they keep the bloody AC at full blast in the office, and since we moved offices, my head is literally screwed under the vent. And then it’s been raining much this summer and it’s muggy so when I get home I turn my AC and then my leasing office is so lax about maintenance and changing filters….Ok okaaaaaay enough excuses, I’m going to see a doctor tomorrow. He’ll probably slap me to oblivion. First off, who gets a cold or whatever this in the thick of summer? And then who goes to see a doctor over it...there’s all these over the counter meds that eradicates one having to make the trip and then sit in waiting room, never mind that you had an appointment for 2p but they have to ask all these questions (DISCLAIMER: TMI, shut your eyes and skip contents in the brackets if you don’t care to hurl - including your last period – this one always baffles me man. I HAVE A COLD WHAT DOES THAT HAVE TO DO WITH MY LAST BLOODY PERIOD…tee hee pun intended). No seriously I’m going to see a doc tomorrow, I sound and feel like ten thousand monkeys, forced on a treadmill BUT who forgot to mention to the researcher that they’ve been smoking for a gazillion years…wheezing, coughing, and booooooooooooy the phlegm…yak!

Are you still reading? Well, while I’m on the whining track…What gives man? I don’t get the need for one being to feel an urge/need to do such and such so that so and so can think/believe this and yes, that about one i.e. keeping up appearances. I believe in everyone being themselves and striving to whatever means to self improve and advance, and this surely, not so that others may give them accolades or so that they may meet any other persons expectations and or caliber to be accepted in a clique. If that much energy is needed from you to please others, then really you need to retire your identity and become a mirror/clone of/to another. What happened to aspiring for self to be the best self that you can be? I get really ticked off when individuals neglect the mundane or rather basic needs just so that they can get say a car or house like so and so and YET they ignore to be themselves…ok I’m done judging and imposing my convictions on others…People PLEASE be yourselves, it makes life so much easier not only for you, but for the me’s in the world!!!