24???...pray tell!!!

Oh yeah I beseech you...when did Jack and the bluetooth dude - Graham become brothers...definately a twist I didn't see coming. Almost turned off telli when they unleashed this one but decided to give it a chance. What was intriguing to me is how real the nuclear explosion felt to me. Hmmm, I shall remained tuned!

Fear...

The other day I was paralysed by fear and almost made a wrong and oh so stupid decision. It wasn't until after I had coaxed self into reaching out that I realized how detrimental and crippling fear can be to ones being.
In my seeking to rid self of the unsettling feelings that were marathoning in my head I choose to watch movies all weeken. One of the movies I watched was Akeelah and the Bee and there was this marvelous qoute about fear...Even though I can't recall it verbatim and so won't share it (ha ha reason for you to go and watch this astounding movie) my soul resonates with the intended message.
I know that for me, some events in life have lead me to be fearful of some people, places and things. In my contemplations over the past few days I realize that this fear is a confirmation to these people, places and things that they do have control over my life. To rid myself of this control, which is self imposed to some extent, I have to let go of the fear that I continue to allow to fester in me and steal away at my being...

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I have to go see a Doc about my boob today and I'm oh so freaked out about it...

Imagination, Creativity and Action...

Hope you had a supercalifragilisticexpialidocious festive season…I did. Friends, laughs, sand, sea, sun, food, drink oh the food…movies, books, the power of giving, alone time…simply restful….BLISS actually. I had a gorgeous vacation and I’m grateful for the time to rejuvenate.

Now I’m back to the grind and loving it. For some odd reason I oft miss work when I’m away for more than three days. I don’t like to sit still and be idle because my mind tends to wander off into mischief and over-analytical mode.

Did I make any resolutions? No, I never do. I however set goals that I almost always meet and should I not then I beat up on me. Are those resolutions??? Hmmm maybe but in my quest to be different I choose to refer to em as goals…go figure!

I’m determined that I will let love into my heart this year. I will let him love me for whom and what I am without running as soon as the feeling settles into my being. I am determined to love him back with all my soul offers without my usual inhibitions and sour excuses.

I’m determined to keep the promise I made. I don’t make promises because I don’t like to let people down. However, I did on 1/1/07 and I intend to hold my honor on this one.

I’m determined that I will get some good work in for HIV/AIDS in Kenya. I believe in my being that fulfilling this will lead to the ultimate contentment of my heart.

I am determined to learn to play acoustic guitar…don’t ask.

I’m determined to remember the pureness of humanity and that love surpasses all that transpires in the world. I want my actions rather than words to be an example to others. To give hope to someone, anyone out there in the simplest of ways.

Have a fab year all…soar with the eagles if you please and remember the sky’s no longer the limit!!!